fuck tha police.

devourtheyoung @ 2007-06-18T12:26:00

2007-06-18T17:32:42Z

Hey kids!
I haven't updated in a million years, so let me fill you in.
Im 18 now, and clubbing.. amazing.
I'm living in a sweet apartment with kyle.
say what you want. Im so happy.
We had a party on saturday,
and the cops showed up which was scary
as fuck. But we got away without a fine. luck of the irish!
I might not pass grade 11 this year, and if that happens I might as
well get knocked up and work at a grocery store the rest
of my life. haha or not. the hotel sounds classier.
fuck off. Im taking cosmo in winkler
next year and Im super super
pumped for it. I hate school so bad. I
dont have the motivation to wake up in the morning.
balls.

devourtheyoung @ 2007-03-26T10:28:00

2007-03-26T15:32:56Z

ME AND ADAM LAZZARA
FROM TAKING BACK SUNDAY!

holy fuck, best day of my life.

devourtheyoung @ 2007-02-14T08:00:00

2007-02-14T14:08:23Z

Love Is When You Shed A Tear And Still Want Him.
It's When He Ignores You And You Still Love Him.
It's When He Loves Another Girl But You Still Smile
And Say I'm Happy For You.
When All You Really Do Is Cry.. And Cry

2 years later...

2006-11-14T13:58:13Z

I let go of the boy I thought I loved for the boy I know I love.
& when I saw them standing in a room together I knew,
that the fact that I feel no guilt
and have no regret
Isn't a bad thing.

I love that boy so much. No matter what, I always will
He's actually too good for me, and too good for me.
But I know he'll always love me back
and one day I'll marry
my best friend.

devourtheyoung @ 2006-11-02T16:31:00

2006-11-02T16:31:23Z

I Love You, and You know it.

devourtheyoung @ 2006-10-24T21:28:00

2006-10-24T21:30:23Z

Whatever, Like I care.
I'm just bitter and heartless right?
Yeah, Thats what I thought.
As soon as I told him, he was on my side.
Thats what I love about him.
.I matter.

devourtheyoung @ 2006-10-19T15:09:00

2006-10-19T20:15:11Z

whateva, obviously my friends ditch me
to touch eachother etc.etc.
I hate him, deal with it.

love, Tamara.
ps. Best friends means I dont let it go this easily.

devourtheyoung @ 2006-10-04T13:00:00

2006-10-04T18:07:54Z

I hate how everythings different, and nothings the same.
I dont know who I am, I dont know who you are.
I dont have a best friend, I cant see my boyfriend.
I want to run away.
I'm not needed here anymore. You wont come looking for me.
Why cant anyone pick up a phone? I feel lonely.

.Next summer I'm 18 and I'm gone. We made plans.
.I'm moving to Ile Des Chenes.
.You wont care.

Why isn't it friday?
I need him

devourtheyoung @ 2006-09-21T12:38:00

2006-09-21T17:39:46Z

So apparently I never update. Well this is an update. I have nothing to say.
I hope my plans work for tomorrow. I miss Dustin, and Ryan too I guess.
the end?
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye

because I'm listening to it right now with Mandyy

oh yeah...girls are fucking skanky bitches. You know what I mean? I hate girls.

devourtheyoung @ 2006-08-28T19:09:00

2006-08-29T00:11:10Z

Is anyone else's phone not working? I'm in winnipeg beach and I just went to the store and the girl who was working there told me interac, lotto 6/49, cellphones, and long distance calling are all down. It's the apocolypse. We're all going to die. anyway, is anything like this happening south of winnipeg? Someone try to call me.

devourtheyoung @ 2006-08-23T09:19:00

2006-08-23T14:18:33Z

I despise the ex-girlfriend factor that comes along with some relationships.
Does anyone know what I'm talking about?
like, theres always that one girl who can't seem to let go, even though she begs and pleads for you to believe its over for her. But the real truth is that if you dumped that guy today, she would be right next to him before you even had a chance to leave the room. Can you really trust anyone anymore? For once, I want it to be special.

devourtheyoung @ 2006-07-03T21:55:00

2006-07-04T03:09:58Z

Summer is fucking amazing.
I never want it to end.
&hearts;

devourtheyoung @ 2006-06-13T07:55:00

2006-06-13T12:48:01Z

today i woke up at 9
with so much on my mind
so much to say
there was not enough time
you're cute and you're swell
and everyone can tell
that i've fallen head over heels over you
and they all get tired
when i sit and talk about you
they say that they've heard it all
and you're the one i should tell
so i'll write it
and seal it with a kiss just for you

seal it with a kiss just for you
it's hard to know where to start
so hard to open my heart
not knowing what my words may impart
you're the guy i adore
and i just can't ignore
that each day i like you
more than the day before
rewrite and revise it
there's no way to deny it
and hope this message comes through
that i'm crazy about you
so i'll write it
and seal it with a kiss just for you

so, i'll rewrite and revise it
there's no way to deny it
as i bring this letter to a close
with love, xoxo
and i'll sign it
and seal it with a kiss just for you

devourtheyoung @ 2006-04-27T14:19:00

2006-04-27T19:11:03Z

I hate people some times, and if hating him doesn't work, nothing will

devourtheyoung @ 2005-09-24T21:58:00

2005-09-25T02:59:45Z

EVERYONE ADD AWESOME_KID_51, BECAUSE SHE'S NEW TO LIVEJOURNAL! ...and shes a loner. not.

devourtheyoung @ 2005-08-15T12:29:00

2005-08-15T17:40:52Z

Yeah, you still kiss me, but it's just on the cheek
Yeah, you still kiss me, but it's just on the cheek
Yeah, you still kiss me sometimes, but it's just on the cheek
You pull away so easily

And I still call you, but I get your machine
And I still call you, but I get your machine
And if I'm lucky I guess, I get your roommate answering
But you're at the bar, or at Gene's

And we go to dinner, but you won't hold my hand
We sit at the same table, but we don't play with our feet
Yeah, we still go to dinner sometimes, but we don't sneak a kiss
When the waitress turns around

And we still watch movies, but we don't share the couch
And we still rent movies, but we don't share the couch
Yeah, we still watch movies sometimes, but you don't lay in my lap
The plot is slow, take a nap

And you even stay over, but now we stay in our clothes
Yeah, you'll even sleep over, but now we stay in our clothes
Yeah, you even sleep over sometimes, but we stay in our clothes
I'm only there so that you're not alone

And you say that I hurt you, in a voice like a prayer
Yeah, you say that I've hurt you, and your voice is like a prayer
Yeah, well maybe I hurt you sometimes, but let's contrast and compare
Lift up your shirt, the wound isn't there

I guess that your truth, is just the ghost of your lies
I guess your kind of truth, is just the ghost of your lies
Yeah, your kind of truth, darling, is just the ghost of your lies
I see through them all the time
So I'm pouring some whiskey, I'm gonna get drunk
Yeah, I'm pouring myself some whiskey, I'm going to get really fucking drunk
I'm pouring some whiskey right now, I'm going to get so, so drunk
That I pass out, forget your face, by the time I wake up.

devourtheyoung @ 2005-03-04T14:27:00

2005-03-04T20:39:37Z